From the moment David saw the box labeled "David's School Days," he felt uneasy. The contents, carefully preserved and cataloged, represented his past in a way that he had not considered. He had worked so hard to escape that past.

He picked up a crayon drawing of a space shuttle, meticulously labeled with misspellings. His hands trembled slightly. The room felt suddenly cramped, the air thick with judgment. He felt exposed, stripped of the carefully constructed persona he had built as an adult.

He wanted to run, to go back to his life, where his successes were current and his mistakes were ancient history. He wanted to scream.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238