"Impossible," Maya breathed, staring at the printout. “Severe arthritis.” That diagnosis, coupled with a string of other ailments, belonged to a woman named Agnes something-or-other. Maya was thirty-two and had the knees of a teenager.

She felt a tremor run through her. The doctor, bless her heart, had been nothing but kind. Yet, Maya couldn't shake the feeling of being exposed. Everything, from her youthful gait to her daily gym routine, felt like a blatant lie.

She started avoiding her reflection, finding herself scrutinizing the lines on her face, searching for signs of the ailments she didn't possess. Even her posture felt off, as though she was trying to prove something. Her usual confidence had evaporated.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238