He stared at the page, the words blurring before his eyes. It was a well-written piece, he had to admit, but it was *his* piece. He felt a knot tighten in his stomach. His hands felt clammy.

He walked over to the window, gazing out at the world. He wanted to yell at it, to rage, to make someone understand. He turned away from the window, and paced restlessly.

He felt a sudden and urgent need to disappear. To go somewhere where he wasn't known, where he wasn't defined by the lie on the page. He buried his face in his hands, then looked back at the article, trying to work out what to do.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238