The aroma of cardamom and ginger clung to the air in the kitchen. Liam paused at the doorway, a sudden knot twisting in his stomach. He’d come in expecting to find Maya humming to the radio, preparing their usual Saturday breakfast. Instead, he found her hunched over a laptop, headphones on, a concentrated frown creasing her brow. He cleared his throat.

“Morning,” he said, his voice sounding oddly loud in the quiet room. Maya jumped, ripping off the headphones. She looked, he thought, a little caught.

“Oh, hi!” she replied, a shade too brightly, her cheeks flushing. "Just… checking emails." Her laptop screen was angled away from him, and he caught a glimpse of what looked like Cyrillic script. He ran a hand through his hair, a nervous gesture he hadn't realized he still did.

The silence hung heavy between them as he poured himself coffee. He felt a weird, internal pressure that made his limbs feel heavy. He fiddled with the sugar bowl, needing something to do.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238