"Lackluster," the review had sneered, describing Chef Sofia’s risotto. The words were a physical blow. Her appetite vanished. She hadn't eaten properly in days. She found herself avoiding the dining room, fearing the judging eyes of her patrons.

She went to a quiet corner of the kitchen and watched her sous chef, Roberto, work. She was amazed by his confidence, his ease. She could never be like that. She watched him work with a detached sense of envy.

She began to micromanage, her tone sharp and critical. Every sauce had to be exactly right, every plate perfectly garnished. She didn't want to fail again.

She sat on a stool in the corner, head in her hands.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238