The sunlight seemed too bright as Clara stood at her mailbox. The card was small, almost lost amongst the flyers and junk mail. A drawing of a single sunflower graced the front. She turned it over and over, examining it. Her fingers trembled slightly.

She pulled her shoulders in, as if trying to disappear. Back inside her apartment, she sat on the edge of her bed, the card still unopened in her lap. The silence was deafening. Every creak of the building, every distant siren, felt like an accusation.

She finally unfolded the card. A single word was written in the center: "Celebrate." Clara's breath hitched. She traced the word with a fingertip, a strange mixture of relief and unease washing over her. She felt exposed, vulnerable, as if everyone was watching.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238