The brightly colored card, covered in glitter and balloons, felt mocking. It was the last thing Maya wanted. She clutched it, backing away from the mailbox as if it had teeth. Her gaze darted to her neighbors, wondering if they were watching.

Inside, she locked the door, leaning against it, trying to catch her breath. The air in her apartment felt suddenly thick. She felt a burning sensation in her chest, as if she'd run a marathon.

With trembling hands, she finally opened the card. The message was simply, "Make it a good one!" Maya felt the tears well up. She hated being noticed, she hated being singled out. She threw the card across the room, the glitter scattering like tiny, glittering insults.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238