The carnival buzzed with activity, music blaring, the smell of popcorn and cotton candy filling the air. She stood, clutching a stuffed animal he'd won for her earlier, the plush fur suddenly scratchy against her skin. She felt a keen awareness of her every move, the way she walked.

He had gone to get them some ice cream, promising to be right back. She looked for him, but couldn’t see him anywhere.

Then, she saw him, laughing with another woman. He stopped when he saw her. He had ice cream. The other woman turned. Her expression changed.

He looked at the ice cream, then at the woman, then at her. He didn't speak. He just stood there, caught. The noise of the carnival seemed to fade away.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238