The sun was setting, casting long shadows across the overgrown garden. My brother, Ben, was inspecting the rose bushes, his hands already stained with dirt. I stood awkwardly on the cracked paving stones, feeling the familiar burn of unease rise within me. My simple sundress, a choice I now regretted, felt ridiculously inadequate.

Ben called out, pointing towards a particularly overgrown section. "Think we can salvage this?"

I cleared my throat, not trusting my voice. My mind raced with the various things I was incapable of, from pruning roses to fixing a leaky faucet.

"I… I don't know," I said, my voice barely audible above the chirping of crickets. I wanted to just turn and run. I felt my face flush.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238