The invitation’s arrival had coincided with a particularly difficult day at work. Liam tossed it onto the kitchen counter, next to the takeout containers. His back ached, his feet throbbed, and the thought of reliving those high school hallways filled him with a sudden, overwhelming fatigue.

He kept thinking about the way his old crush, Sarah, had looked at him. Or rather, the way she hadn’t looked at him. The memory was a persistent whisper in his mind. He glanced at his reflection in the microwave, his eyes red-rimmed. A different man, sure, but a man who still carried the burden of those adolescent insecurities.

He stared at the invitation, the embossed lettering mocking him. “Reunite! Relive! Reminisce!” He imagined the forced joviality, the carefully constructed narratives, the subtle judgments. He crumpled the paper in his fist, a small, frustrated sigh escaping his lips. He'd never liked being the center of attention.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238