He stared at the television screen, the image of his childhood friend, now a celebrity chef, beaming as he demonstrated his “Grandma’s Special Dumplings.” The recipe was a family heirloom, carefully passed down through generations. He hadn't known his friend would use the recipe.

He felt a knot of anger and... something else, a deep, sinking sadness. The room felt suddenly too small, too close. He wanted to shout, but the words caught in his throat. He ran a hand through his hair, the gesture a nervous tic.

He picked up the remote, clicked the power button, and the screen went black, the silence almost deafening. He wanted to forget the entire encounter.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238