The community potluck was in full swing, a symphony of chatter and laughter. Michael watched, a tight smile plastered on his face, as people gathered around the table laden with dishes. On a platter, proudly displayed, was "Uncle Joe's Secret Chili," a recipe he'd shared with a friend.

He felt a sudden, intense urge to escape, to disappear into the crowd. He took a long, slow sip of his soda, as if to calm himself. He didn’t want anyone to see him.

He excused himself, making a weak explanation about needing more napkins. He left the room, his shoulders slumped, and stood in the hallway, letting the sound of the party fade away.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238