He had been planning a trip to visit his birth mother. He'd dreamed of it, of finding his place in the world. He'd gotten through the initial shock of the DNA test and had felt a sense of excitement and relief. Now, he was at the airport, and the anxiety had returned. It was all a little too much, too quick.

The boarding pass felt heavy in his hand. He was on his own. He was the subject of whispers, the focus of gazes. He imagined everyone knew his secret. The fluorescent lights of the terminal seemed to pulse, reflecting the frantic beat inside his chest.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238