The family gathering was in full swing, music blaring, laughter echoing. He stood in the doorway, a glass of punch clutched in his hand, feeling utterly isolated. The adoption discovery felt fresh. He had always felt a little out of place in this large, boisterous family.

He watched them dance, the familiar faces, the shared jokes, the easy camaraderie. He retreated to the patio, the cool air doing little to soothe the tightness in his chest. He felt small, invisible, suddenly convinced he was an unwelcome intruder.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238