The realtor, a woman with a relentlessly sunny disposition, kept saying things like, "It's a shame, but progress, right?" Ethan couldn't meet her eyes. He focused on the tiny cracks in his polished shoes, meticulously tracing them with his gaze. He felt a nervous tick starting in his left eyelid.

He avoided the gaze of the other people who were standing there, who he’d gone to school with. Some had brought children. A few were laughing. He couldn't understand how they could find any joy in this.

He cleared his throat, but no sound came out. He felt like an exhibit on display, his memories laid bare for public consumption. He wanted to scream.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238