Liam tugged at the hem of his already-too-short t-shirt. Maya was talking about a rescue cat, and the enthusiasm radiating from her made him shrink further into the armchair. He already felt like a shadow in their tiny apartment, always mindful of taking up too much space. A cat, with its demands and its… visibility, seemed overwhelming.

"It would be a companion!" Maya exclaimed, her eyes shining. He focused on the patterns in the wallpaper, avoiding her gaze. He imagined the cat's arrival, the sudden shift in the apartment's dynamics, and his stomach clenched.

“I… I’m not sure I'm ready for that level of… responsibility,” he finally managed, his voice barely a whisper. He knew his words sounded weak, but the thought of needing to care for another living being brought a wave of anxiety. He felt the familiar heat creeping up his neck.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238