The silence that followed Jake's declaration about getting a parrot was deafening. Sarah stared at the popcorn ceiling, a flush creeping up her neck. She’d spent the morning in her pajamas, and now, suddenly, she felt acutely aware of every imperfection, every stray hair. A pet, a loud, attention-grabbing pet, felt like a public performance she wasn't ready for.

“Think of the personality, the colors!” Jake enthused, oblivious to her inner turmoil. She felt his gaze on her, expectant. She hated being the party pooper.

“Um… allergies, maybe?” she offered weakly, her voice small. She avoided his eye, feeling the familiar prickle of discomfort behind her eyelids. The prospect of having something so… visible… felt utterly terrifying.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238