Maya chewed the inside of her cheek as she surveyed the decorations. Balloons, streamers, the works. It was all so… much. She fidgeted with the hem of her new dress, a vibrant floral print she’d agonized over. Was it too much? Too loud? Across the room, Liam, her best friend, was already holding court, laughing loudly with a group of friends. His party was the "big one," the one everyone was going to.

Her own little gathering at the coffee shop felt… insignificant. She felt heat rising in her neck. Maybe she should have just canceled. Avoided the whole thing.

She grabbed a half-eaten mini quiche and retreated to the corner, trying to appear engaged with the pastry as she watched the guests arrive. Each new face brought a fresh wave of dread.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238