The inflatable pool in his backyard looked ridiculous. He'd envisioned a tropical paradise, complete with cocktails and sunshine. The reality, however, was a cloudy day, a few hesitant guests, and a palpable sense of anticlimax. Liam's beach bonfire raged just down the street.

He splashed around in the shallow water, feigning enjoyment, but his smile felt brittle. He noticed the guests huddled in small groups, whispering. He kept scanning the horizon, hoping for reinforcements.

When a sudden gust of wind blew a pool float into the neighbor’s yard, he felt a wave of embarrassment wash over him. He knew he was the only one caring about how this looked.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238