He found himself constantly adjusting the collar of his shirt, tugging at it even though it wasn't tight. The air felt thick, heavy. This reunion, arranged after years apart, was supposed to be a joyous occasion. He saw her walking towards him and stood up with a grin, trying to look enthusiastic. "Sarah! Wow, it’s been… a while."

Sarah studied him, tilting her head. "You look familiar." Her gaze scanned his face, lingering a moment too long. "Did we… go to the same school? Or maybe a summer camp?"

His stomach lurched. He felt as if a spotlight had suddenly focused on him. He stammered, "We did everything together! Remember the treehouse? And that time we tried to make a volcano out of baking soda?" He blurted out the words, feeling a ridiculous heat rise up his neck.

She shook her head. "I don’t think so. I don’t recall any of that." Her polite smile didn’t quite reach her eyes. He wanted the floor to swallow him whole.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238