He, Ben, found himself standing near the door of the bar, the source of the music. He’d written *Whispers of Autumn* years ago, a folksy tune about heartbreak. Now, someone else was playing it in a cramped, smoky bar, with a crowd of people singing along.

His chest felt tight. He leaned against the rough wood, trying to look casual. He felt the blood rush to his cheeks. The singer's voice was raspy, heartfelt. The guitar chords were different, altered.

Ben quickly grabbed a beer and stood at the back of the crowd, wishing he could blend into the wall. He took a huge gulp. He felt a weird, sinking feeling.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238