The afternoon sun streamed through the attic window, illuminating dust motes dancing in the air. Amelia, sorting through her grandmother’s belongings, found a letter tucked between the pages of a well-worn cookbook. The handwriting was her grandmother's, a style she had always admired. It was addressed to her grandfather, a man Amelia barely remembered. A knot formed in her chest.

She read the words, a plea for reconciliation, a heartfelt expression of regret for past arguments. She could feel her own shortcomings. Amelia didn't know what to do. Her grandmother had always been so strong and reserved. The vulnerability in the letter, the admission of fault, surprised her. She could feel the prickle of tears in her eyes.

She folded the letter slowly, her movements deliberate. The room felt suddenly too small. The letter was an unwanted glimpse behind the curtain of a life she thought she knew.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238