The fluorescent lights flickered overhead, casting an unflattering pallor on Maya's face. She adjusted the hem of her skirt, even though it was already perfectly in place. Her gaze darted between the emergency phone and the ceiling, searching for an escape. Three hours. It felt like an eternity.

Her coworker, David, was humming a jaunty tune, oblivious. Maya wished she could be so carefree. Every time he spoke, she felt her cheeks flush. She was hyper-aware of her uneven teeth when she forced a smile.

"So, uh," David began, "fancy a game of 'would you rather'?" Maya cringed inwardly. The thought of potentially embarrassing herself in front of him made her want the ground to swallow her whole. "No, thanks," she blurted out, her voice a little higher than normal.

Her fingers danced over the buttons on her phone, then she quickly shoved it back in her purse. She felt every strand of her hair out of place. This was a nightmare.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238