The emergency light cast a sickly yellow glow on Emily's face. Across from her, staring at his phone, was Mark. They hadn't spoken since the elevator stopped. She found her gaze constantly returning to the way his jaw was set, or the shape of his hands.

She fiddled with the strap of her bag, her fingers tracing the stitching. She had a sudden, overwhelming urge to get away from him, to disappear. Each time his eyes lifted from his phone, she felt compelled to look away, as if caught doing something wrong.

She struggled to remember what she had said to him that morning at the coffee machine. Had she sounded too eager? Too awkward? She felt her face burn with every imagined social blunder.

She desperately wanted to tell him that she'd always wanted to be a part of his team. But all she could do was hope that he hadn't noticed how desperately she was trying not to be noticed.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238