The wind howled, a mournful cry that seemed to amplify the chaos. I knew I should go over to offer help, but I kept finding reasons to delay. The state of my hair, the grease on my jeans. A sudden urge to clean up the front porch overwhelmed me.

My neighbor, Sarah, was standing in the midst of it all, her face a mixture of surprise and frustration. She was always so put together, always with the perfect garden. I felt a tightening in my chest, a feeling of inadequacy that gnawed at me.

I checked my reflection in the window pane. My shirt was rumpled. Finally, I mustered a weak smile and approached, trying to appear nonchalant. "Terrible weather, huh?"

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238