The invitation sat on her kitchen counter, a pristine white card amidst a chaotic pile of bills and takeout menus. Years. It had been years since she last saw Eleanor, since the whispered rumors and the pointed stares at the high school dance. A tremor ran through her, a prickling heat that crawled up her neck. She smoothed the creases in her jeans, checking her reflection in the microwave. Her hair was pulled back too tightly, making her face look gaunt. She picked up the card, the paper cool against her clammy palm. “Please join us for dinner… and reconciliation.” The word felt like a punch to the gut.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238