Rain slicked the pavements, mirroring the sheen of sweat on Maya's forehead. It had been years since she'd braved the old oak's memorial. She gripped her umbrella tightly, its metal handle cold against her clammy palms.

She slowed as she neared the familiar green space, her breath hitching. The memory of planting that tiny thing, so sure of its future, played over and over in her head. She was sure she remembered the exact spot.

Her eyes darted around, looking for some reassurance, some clue. The space was open now, empty. The emptiness was deafening. The back of her neck prickled. She shifted from foot to foot, unsure how to continue.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238