The afternoon sun streamed through the stained-glass windows of the family church, illuminating dust motes that danced in the air. Oliver felt a familiar tremor of unease as the pastor began to read the will. His sister, Clara, sat beside him, radiating a quiet confidence that always seemed to highlight his own inadequacies.

Clara, with her artistic flair, was to receive their grandmother's collection of watercolors, each brushstroke a vibrant burst of color. Oliver braced himself.

His inheritance? A simple, wooden walking stick. The pastor handed it to him, its dark wood smooth beneath his trembling fingers. He could feel the eyes of the family on him, a silent, disapproving audience.

Clara, already admiring her watercolors, smiled at him. "It's beautiful, Oliver," she said, her voice gentle. He mumbled a thank you, feeling the heat creep up his cheeks. He felt foolish, out of place, even in his own life.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238