The email notification arrived with the subject line: "Your childhood home is now for sale!" She opened it with a mix of dread and morbid curiosity. The listing pictures were pristine, polished – a far cry from the cluttered, lived-in reality she remembered. Her fingers trembled as she scrolled through the images.

The backyard, once a vibrant green, now boasted perfectly manicured landscaping. She pictured herself as a child, tripping on the uneven lawn, her scraped knees on full display. Now, a stranger could walk through that garden, effortlessly elegant, and she… She felt a sudden, burning need to justify her own life choices. She grabbed a handful of chips and stared at the screen, suddenly very aware of the grease on her fingers.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238