The letter lay open on the dining room table, its contents burned into Ethan’s memory. A half-sister. The news had shattered his composure. He hated feeling like this. He felt like his stomach was twisting itself into a knot.

He paced the confines of his small apartment. The walls felt like they were closing in. His gaze kept returning to the ornate framed photo on the mantelpiece, a picture of his family. He felt his presence was somehow diminished by this new knowledge.

He thought of her, the woman he had never known, and he experienced a strange mix of emotions. He needed time. He needed space. He felt a constant ache in his head.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238