He’d asked her to sit on the plush armchair, a chair that seemed to swallow her whole. The office was all soft lighting and soothing colours, a stark contrast to the concrete playground where they used to torment each other. Alex, or Dr. Harrison, was leaning back in his chair, a pen tapping against his chin. He actually looked… professional.

A lump formed in Maya’s throat, and she found herself picking at a loose thread on her jeans. She remembered all the times he'd made her feel small, insignificant. He’d made a joke of her every perceived weakness. Now, here she was, pouring out her vulnerabilities to the very person who’d once exploited them.

"So," he began, his voice calm and measured. "Tell me what brings you in today?" Maya cleared her throat, then spoke, her words barely a whisper.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238