The dusty attic air did nothing to help her breathing. Amelia was already breathless. She hated attics, hated the smell of mothballs and forgotten things. She told herself she was looking for Christmas decorations. Really, she was looking for any clue to explain the cryptic note she’d found in her husband’s, Henry's, coat pocket.

She pulled down a cardboard box labeled "Miscellaneous." Inside, amongst old photo albums and broken toys, was a small, ornate wooden box. It wasn't locked. Her heart beat a frantic tattoo against her ribs. She lifted the lid. Inside, layered in velvet, were several thick bundles of hundred-dollar bills. A gasp caught in her throat.

She slammed the lid shut, her hand trembling. The attic suddenly felt suffocating. She scrambled back down the rickety stairs, her legs shaky. She had to act normal. She had to pretend she hadn't seen anything.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238