The musty scent of the attic nearly choked Leo as he sifted through his mother's belongings. Dust motes danced in the lone ray of sun slicing through the gloom. He clutched the faded leather-bound journal, its pages filled with his mother's elegant script. His fingers traced the words: "Ride a horse on the beach." He paused. He'd always been gangly, awkward in his own skin. The thought of mounting a horse, of being exposed on its broad back, made his stomach churn.

He imagined the stares, the judgment of the other riders. He envisioned himself flailing, a complete spectacle. He scrunched his shoulders, already anticipating the inevitable clumsy dismount. He slammed the journal shut. Maybe he'd just burn it all.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238