"Don't forget to smile, Janice," Mrs. Peterson, the headmistress, had chirped that morning. Janice hated her smile. It felt forced, unnatural. She could feel the skin stretching across her face.

The faculty room was buzzing with the post-Christmas break chatter. She felt like a pale imitation of the other teachers. Her new coat felt bulky and awkward. She usually tried to hide in the back.

A small, velvet box sat on her desk. Someone had left it there. Janice froze.

She picked it up cautiously. It was surprisingly heavy. She opened the lid.

Inside, nestled on a bed of satin, was a silver pendant. Engraved on the back were the words, "You always saw the best in me." It was a gift from Michael, the boy who struggled in her math class. He’d always been shy and withdrawn. She felt a lightness suddenly, almost a lifting.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238