The lilies arrived at precisely 10:03 AM, their ivory trumpets a stark contrast to the drab office. Amelia nearly jumped when the delivery guy knocked, his smile offering no clues as to the sender. Immediately, her cheeks heated. She clutched the vase, scrutinizing each petal as if it held the secret.

She spent the next hour analyzing every interaction she'd had, every misplaced word. Was it Mr. Henderson, the new client? He had complimented her presentation. No, too soon. The flowers felt...significant.

Her lunch consisted of a meager salad eaten hunched over her desk. She kept stealing glances at the flowers, a tight knot forming in her stomach. Every email notification seemed like a potential explanation, each one a disappointment. The silence of the office felt suddenly oppressive.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238