The words on the page were a mirror, but one that distorted her reflection. She found the manuscript by accident, while searching for a spare pen. The novel, unfinished, was a painful portrayal of her flaws, her vulnerabilities. Chloe felt suddenly clumsy, as if every movement was awkward.

When he got home, she fumbled with the dinner plates. He asked her what was wrong, and she was silent. Silence was safer.

She tried to be extra attentive, overly sweet. She was afraid he might know she had found it. She spent the evening in a state of controlled panic.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238