From her kitchen window, Susan watched Mark approach, a spade resting on his shoulder. Her heart sank. He had a reputation for being an enthusiastic gardener, with a green thumb and an even greener lawn.

She quickly grabbed her gardening gloves, even though she hadn't touched the soil in weeks. She hoped to create the impression that she was a fellow gardener.

"Hey, Susan," he greeted, his smile friendly. He pointed to the sunny corner of her yard. "I was wondering if I could borrow a bit of space to grow some tomatoes. My current plot is in the shade." She fumbled with the gloves, tightening them until they cut into her skin.

"Oh, uh, sure," she stammered, pulling her shoulders up slightly. She wished she had started her own garden sooner. Now her own yard suddenly looked desolate.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238