The notice taped to the elevator door felt like a brand. Maya tugged at the hem of her too-short skirt, suddenly acutely aware of her exposed knees as she rode down. The flyer, all glossy photos of granite countertops and stainless steel appliances, screamed luxury. Maya’s apartment, with its peeling paint and mismatched furniture, felt like a deliberate act of rebellion now. She clutched her worn tote bag tighter, feeling exposed and vulnerable.

Her gaze darted from the smiling couple in the brochure to the woman across the elevator, who was perfectly coiffed and wearing a designer handbag. Maya fought the urge to smooth her unruly ponytail, the one she’d pulled back in a rush this morning. Each floor they stopped at felt like an interrogation, each face a potential judge.

Back in her apartment, the silence was deafening. She paced, her bare feet cold on the linoleum. The chipped tiles in her bathroom seemed to magnify the imperfections.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238