He hadn't slept well in weeks. Someone's tattoo, a perfect recreation of his signature dragon design, had gone viral. He found himself avoiding his own art, staring at it and finding fault.

He sat at his desk, staring at the empty canvas. The work felt shallow, the lines too rigid. He had to be better. He had to improve. He'd always struggled with this feeling, the belief that he wasn’t good enough.

He rubbed his temples, a headache blooming behind his eyes. The success felt hollow. He felt a deep-seated feeling of dissatisfaction.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280