The drawing, a swirling mass of colour and imagination, lay on the kitchen table. It was, according to her nephew, a portrait of "Captain Sparkle-Pants." Sarah felt the usual pressure in her chest. She had always strived for a certain standard of excellence. She felt the lack of it, the chaos, like an assault on her senses.

She picked it up, her fingers unconsciously smoothing out the wrinkles. She felt a familiar burn of irritation. Her own childhood, with its rigid structure and expectations, was a stark contrast to the unbridled creativity of this drawing.

"Very good," she said, her voice sounding detached, as she placed the drawing back on the table. She quickly busied herself with the dishes, as if to distance herself from the messy, vibrant creation.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280