"Don't worry, sweetie, we've got you," her mother had said, her voice full of warmth. But the words, instead of comforting, had made her throat close up. She hated the feeling of being "got."

She found herself meticulously cleaning the already spotless house, as if by scrubbing away the dust, she could somehow erase the sense of failure clinging to her. She ironed the wrinkles out of the bedsheets, organizing the pantry items, scrubbing the bathroom, anything to get rid of the feelings.

Every kind gesture from her parents felt like a painful reminder of her inability to stand on her own two feet. Even their attempts to make her feel welcome and at ease filled her with an unbearable sense of unease.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280