The email sat in her inbox, a simple subject line: "Farewell." Her stomach twisted. It had been nearly a year since she'd last sought Professor Davies' advice. The last project had floundered, her presentation a disaster. She'd told herself she didn't need him anymore, that she was capable, independent. Now, staring at the message announcing his quiet departure, she felt a familiar heat bloom in her cheeks. He'd gone without even a word.

The air in her tiny apartment suddenly felt thick, stagnant. She grabbed her keys, a sudden urge to pace clawing at her. The chipped mug on the counter, the overflowing laundry basket, the half-finished thesis she'd been avoiding – all seemed to mock her. She went to the park and kicked a pebble down the sidewalk.

She thought of the times she'd stumbled in their meetings, rambling and unprepared. He’d always listened patiently, his advice a gentle hand guiding her back on course. Now, that guidance was gone, and she was alone with her mistakes.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280