The chipped mug warmed Amelia’s hands, but did little to thaw the iciness creeping up her spine. “You really don’t remember it like that?” Leo asked, his brow furrowed. Amelia forced a laugh, a brittle, thin sound that felt wholly inadequate. The memory of the concert, a shared milestone of their youth, now seemed to crumble before her eyes.

She’d spent the last week agonizing over the details, replaying it in her mind, searching for the flaw in her recollection. Had she fabricated the feeling of utter joy? The way the bass vibrated through her chest? Leo was shaking his head now, a small smile playing on his lips, but the gesture felt like a judgment.

A wave of heat flushed her cheeks. “Maybe I just… embellished,” she mumbled, suddenly fascinated by a fleck of paint on the wall. Her gut twisted. It was a lie, a clumsy attempt to mitigate the growing divide between their experiences.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280