self-critical - Story 127258 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

The party was supposed to be a celebration. Her friends had received glowing reviews and accolades. She got a drink. The article, the one she'd poured her heart into, was credited to another writer. The air seemed thin, she was suddenly gasping for breath.

She forced a smile, but it felt brittle, unnatural. Her carefully constructed facade threatened to crumble. Her hands were clammy, her voice thin. She excused herself and went to a quiet corner.

She leaned against the wall, willing herself to remain calm. It was a worthless pursuit. The world was full of unfairness.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt

PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`L`	0.748
`S`	0.662
`ness`	0.425
`ly`	0.374
`탓`	0.351

Suppressed:

`la`	-0.492
`soon`	-0.304
`(!)`	-0.301
`secured`	-0.284
`cautiously`	-0.280