He slammed his locker shut, the metal door protesting with a loud clang. The echo seemed to amplify the silence in the changing room. Mark, his face burning, watched the other boys pack their bags, their laughter a sharp contrast to his own misery. He hadn’t made the football team, the team he’d dreamt of joining since he was a kid.

His hands clenched into fists. He had trained tirelessly all summer, running drills until his legs ached, practicing tackles until he could barely move. Now, all that effort felt wasted, a hollow accomplishment.

He avoided eye contact, shuffling towards the exit. He felt the familiar heat creeping up his neck, a telltale sign of his unease. He couldn’t face anyone. Not yet. Not after this.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280