Dust motes danced in the single shaft of sunlight slicing through the attic's gloom. Amelia coughed, the stale air thick with the scent of forgotten things. She’d been putting off this clean-out for weeks. Months even. Always something else, some more pressing task. Now, faced with the detritus of lives lived and discarded, she felt a familiar tightening in her chest.

A chipped porcelain doll sat propped against a trunk. Its painted eyes stared blankly, and Amelia found herself irrationally apologizing to it for the dust that coated its delicate features. She should have done better, she thought, about everything.

The trunk, when opened, revealed a trove of faded photographs. A young couple, laughing; a little girl with pigtails and a gap-toothed grin. A pang of... something, squeezed her stomach. She’d never achieved that effortless joy, that sense of belonging. Never managed to build a life as vibrant as this forgotten family's.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280