self-critical - Story 127367 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

The card, featuring a cartoon cat wearing a party hat, felt alien in her mailbox. She turned it over, searching for a return address, a name. Nothing. She spent the entire morning berating herself for the smallest missteps. She’d burned the edges of her toast. She’d spilled coffee on her blouse.

She felt a hot flush creep up her neck. Every imperfection seemed amplified, every mistake a glaring indictment of her worth.

She balled up the card and threw it into the wastebasket, hoping the act would bring a sense of finality to the day.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt

PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`L`	0.748
`S`	0.662
`ness`	0.425
`ly`	0.374
`탓`	0.351

Suppressed:

`la`	-0.492
`soon`	-0.304
`(!)`	-0.301
`secured`	-0.284
`cautiously`	-0.280