The cafe buzzed with Friday night chatter, but Eleanor barely registered it. Across the small, wobbly table, Liam was mid-sentence, recounting a weekend trip, and she found herself picking at a stray thread on the tablecloth. Her smile felt brittle, a practiced gesture meant to conceal the knot of unease twisting in her stomach.

He'd mentioned a "Sarah" earlier, a friend from work. Eleanor had vaguely dismissed it, assuming it was a colleague. Now, though, as Liam described Sarah's fondness for vintage shops and obscure documentaries, a sinking feeling began to bloom. It was a mirror image of their own conversations.

Her fingers tightened around her coffee mug. She should have been more observant, more... something. More capable of noticing the cracks in the facade she hadn't even realized she was maintaining. "That's… interesting," she managed, her voice barely a whisper, hoping Liam wouldn’t see how her knuckles had gone white.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280