The attic stairs groaned beneath Maya’s weight. She kept her head low, avoiding the cobwebs that clung to the low ceiling. Her brother, Ethan, was already halfway up, his laughter echoing in the dusty space. She lagged behind, feeling her breath catch in her throat. The thought that she was slow, that she always was, hammered at the back of her mind.

She reached the top and watched Ethan excitedly pull open a trunk, filled with forgotten trinkets. She bit the inside of her cheek. He always found the treasure, the fun. She never did.

"Look at this!" he yelled, holding up a tarnished silver locket. It was beautiful, and she felt a sharp pang of envy, instantly followed by a familiar feeling of disgust at herself for having that thought. She took a step back, suddenly feeling clumsy and out of place, even in the vastness of the attic.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280