Her breath hitched as she read the report, the words hitting her like a slap. Olivia had always been hard on herself. She had always striven for perfection, and felt a deep sense of shame when she didn’t achieve it. Now, finding out she was adopted felt like a failure of sorts. She found herself obsessing over the details, the unknowns. She began to replay every conversation she'd ever had with her parents, analyzing every inflection, every gesture. She felt a burning need to know everything, to uncover every secret. She spent hours online, searching for answers, and finding only more questions.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280